I love having a blog. Even though I don’t post very often, I love knowing it’s there. I also like that’s it’s somewhat clandestine. I haven’t told very many people about it, so it feels like a safe place to write. At the same time, it is the complete opposite of private—I have to remind myself of this—because it’s public; that kind of scares me, yet it’s lovely to daydream about my imaginary multitudes of blog followers and the posh editors that will someday happen upon this blog and realize I’m the next big thing. I better find some more profound topics if that’s the case! :)
Anyway, this fabulous 60 degree weather has brightened my spirits and reminded me how very attuned my soul is to the seasons. I am so affected by the weather! I feel my spirit awakening within me…along with my personality (where do you go during the winter months??) as the air shakes the briskness of winter. I think I might move to
my new found love springs at my call
reaching, grasping for the sky
longing for a chance to start anew
the spring sings its lullaby
with all the buds in bloom
singing just a little louder
blue jays beg the sun to shimmer
as mountains shake their skiing powder
and say goodbye to frigid winter
I sit here wrapped in sweet content
fresh air poison to my gloom
waiting for the summer’s kiss
I make this window sill my home
Watching-waiting for my love to appear
I know he wants to see me too
to feel my breath so near
but for now the gently urging dew
will calm my heart my aching soul
and keep me whispering boldly
grow, tulips, grow, and make me whole
Thanks for indulging me…that was really for you, Amber. I actually think of you every time I write—maybe I should just email you! :)
